I am leaving in a few hours to the airport and my heart is torn between two loves. My daughter asked me if I am excited to go home. Yes and No. Yes because she and dad are there, no because my son is here.
It’s hard to be away from family. Home is not the structure where we live in. It’s the people that we live with.
I love my children with all my heart and soul and I want to be able to hug them whenever I can. Being so far away from each other doesn’t make that possible.
But as long as I know that they are both safe, healthy, happy, and free, then my heart will be happy.
To all the angels and saints, to God our creator and protector, please keep Nyke and Oyen safe from any kind of sickness, harm. Please bestow upon them the gift of light, love, and life. Guide and protect them always. Thank you so much.