Dec 31, 2020
This is the first time that we are celebrating New Year separately. Edmund and I are together here in Baguio, while my daughter is in Manila with her husband and in-laws, and my son is by himself in a cold country 14,000 miles away from me.
I feel sad and have shed a few drops of tears because I want them near me, to hug and kiss them when the clock strikes 12. But our lives are evolving. I have to learn to accept, adapt and embrace the changes. I just hope every change is for the better.
I know I have no choice but to get used to this happening but I just can’t shake off mommy drama. I am so clingy. I want my kids to be with me, all the time.
I wish we are all together in person celebrating Yuletide 2020 and in welcoming the next year 2021.
