Omb reader Tessang suggested that I write down on a piece of paper what I am feeling, fold it, then burn it after a few days.
Maybe I should try doing that. I got a bunch of lined paper and a pen and my mind started talking but my pen remained stationary. I could not get to write down my thoughts because the burst of emotions was simply overwhelming. It’s hard to put them into words, to write them down. It wasn’t my mind that was doing the talking. I felt it deep in my chest. I feel it more than I think it. I think faster than I write. The more I think, the more my mind agrees that what I feel is real. More than hurt, it’s acceptance of the events that’s unfolding before me. I feel like a butterfly with pretty wings but unable to fly. There’s now a force that’s pushing it up and forcing it’s wings to flap. Maybe this is it. It’s time. Fly butterfly and don’t look back.
Let go,, Ms Annie…. and LET GOD do the rest…
You have been keeping it all bottled up inside u, hoping it would just fade away as the days go by, but the sad reality is, IT WON’T…
You are a PILLAR OF STRENGTH…❤️ Believe in that, Ms Annie, simply becoz you have been through so much, and yet, u are still there, braving the storms of life, standing tall against the sea of disappointments and frustrations, keeping ur FAITH IN GOD stronger than ever..
LIFE will always be full of ups and downs… it never stops becoz it is God’s way of testing our FAITH in HIM, and it gives us valuable lessons which we, as parents, can teach our children in return…
Just take everything in stride, Ms Annie..:) no matter what life throws at us, just pick up the pieces and MOVE ON..
.becoz just like every season, THIS TOO, SHALL PASS…
At the end of the day, all that matters is HOW WELL U LIVED UR LIFE, and HOW WELL U ARE LOVED by those who really matter in ur heart and mind… ❤️❤️❤️
God bless u and ur beautiful family always, Ms Annie… ❤️
Thank you for your insights Pam.