Ganito ba tumatanda? Ang daming nararamdaman. I think I have vertigo. I’ve been feeling dizzy this past two weeks or so. The whole day I am hilo, lula, duling. Sometimes I feel like I am about to crumble and fall.
Baka kaya dahil sa traffic?
My husband said it’s stress. I am always stressed. I might as well attach that to my name Anniestresses. Stressannie. Stressomb. Ayan bagay yan, para akong zombie.
I am back to my dramatics— teary-eyed, no energy, feeling melancholic.
Stress nga siguro.
My husband asked me to lay down on the bed with my head tilted downwards. I was secretly hoping na cha-chansingan nya ako. Na-excite pa mandin ako. Yun pala he would test if it’s vertigo that’s causing my dizziness. He turned my head to the left and counted up to 60, then to the other side, then my body naman. Naku po lalo akong nahilo. Halos masuka na nga ako.
He was busy analyzing some documents. I stood up beside him.
E—–“Tart, yung tyan mo, tumatama sa braso ko”.
A—–“Boobs ko yan, hindi tyan”.
A—–“Bakit na-te-turn-on ka?”
E—–” Hinde”.
Failed fantasy.
