My sunglasses are Gucci

Edmund was calling after his foot massage.
“San ka na?”
A’m still here, I’m done na. I will pick you up.

I am paying na.

How’s your massage
Good.

Me———-“I want to buy ice cream”.

This Fruits in Ice cream stand is so pretty. It’s owned by the couple who owns Michiko mochi ice cream balls who first opened in Tagaytay at Cliff House.

Avocado and cheese for husband

Ube and cheese for the wife

Oh so yummy

There’s a Convergy’s call center here. Ayala developed this commercial area I think to service the call center agents.

It’s a nice place to hang around, eat, have a spa, have coffee. The pine trees surround the cluster but I think it could be hot here also during summer time.

Me———-” Tart, I like this place, magaling yung nag plan at tingnan mo yung landscaping nila, nalaro nya ang terrain”
Edmund—— “simple lang yan…”

Me———- “ay kunan mo ako, yung kasama yung mga puno, at dahon, ito o…”
Edmund—– “Baka malimusan… Tumingin ka dito…. Parang mamalimos…..”

I woke up this morning feeling so low and stressed. My problems in the office are just causing me too much stress which weigh me down. When I looked at the mirror this morning and saw my wrinkled face, the more I felt sad. No matter how much I tried to stretch my cheeks, mukhang busangot pa rin ang mukha ko. Even when I am smiling, I look frowning. I went to take a shower and dressed up. I spent a little bit more time drying my hair, and putting on some make-up hoping that would make me look a little bit better. When my husband saw me, he thought I did not take a bath (hellllo!)

Then when I was trying on clothes at the commissary, sobra akong na depress sa pangit ng shape ng katawan ko.
Plus I saw my face again. I went out of the stores with a very low self-esteem. Parang I was seeing a different person. it’s like “sinong pangit na ito sa salamin?”.

Today I started my day being hard on myself. I just thought, acceptance Annie. acceptance. Accept that you are now a century egg. nangingitim na. Siguro I just have many problems in the office that’s why mukha ko ang napagbubuntunan ko.

But,

I thought husbands are supposed to make you feel good about yourself. Edmund is a very nice guy. Sometimes I feel so lucky to have him pero minsan naman nakakainis, gusto ko syang isanla at ipambayad ng mortgage ko. If I want to feel good about myself, he is the wrong person who would help uplift my sagging face and self-esteem. How could he say things like that to the woman he vowed to love forever?

Bakit ako malilimusan? Michael Kors ang dress ko, 80% off sa Nut Tree. Michael Kors ang bag ko, regular price,
Mukha ba akong pulubi? Gucci ang sunglasses ko ha? Hoy mister, walang pulubi na naka Gucci.