I am too busy and always feeling tired everyday I am not able to update my diary. I’ve also been hopping from one place and one bedroom to another so it’s hard to feel comfortable and be in that making kwento zone. I always wake up in the middle of the night not knowing where I am. It’s weird.
Today at around 2:30 pm while I was in a big warehouse discussing about some materials with their sales supervisor, I suddenly felt sick and exhausted. I took Bonamine to avert my worsening migraine and I also popped one 500 mg of Biogesic. I hailed an Uber and immediately left the area. I panicked because I couldn’t find my peppermint rub in my handbag.
With my heavy maleta in tow, I sat down at the lobby lounge.
Naalimpungatan ako when the African-American security guard woke me up. He said “mam, you’ve been sleeping”. I asked if they were closing he said no except that I was sleeping. Bawal pala matulog dito sa lobby. When I looked at my watch it was exactly 7 pm. The last thing I remembered was that I was trying to cover my eyes from the sun’s afternoon glare. It must have been from the effect of Bonamine, exhaustion and from lack of sleep the night before. I also got tired from crying yesterday. I was sick to my stomach.
I felt so frustrated, disappointed, super upset and full of regret. Almost whole day ako iiyak-iyak, you know me, the first runner up in the drama queen contest.
I hope you feel better soon