Feeling ko nakipag-sparring ako kay Pacquiao. With all the amount of stress bombarding my body the past few days, parang pakiramdam ko bugbog-sarado na ako.
I was washing my hands and when I saw my face in the mirror… mukha akong moomoo dahil sa stress
I met an oh my buhay reader yesterday at a party, she said “you look prettier in person than the photos you posted…”
Is that good or bad? I guess that’s good, kesa sabihin “ay mas maganda sya sa litrato, photogenic lang pala, o baka pinotoshop lang”.
O eto pa ang isang photo ko na mukhang multo… Mukha na akong otstentay kwatro
After going here and there and in and out of my office today, my body just started to collapse at about 3 pm while I was in the car. Para akong biglang nilagnat, gininaw ako and para akong biglang nanginginig. Feeling ko, ako si Popeye na binugbog ni Brutus, tapos nawawala yung spinach nya.
Instead of going back to the office, I went straight to Intercare Health Clinic for acupuncture but the doctor wasn’t there so I ended up having myotherapy. I thought of going to the emergency room of Makati Med but hospitals have a way of making people look and feel really sick. So inisip ko mag-re-rest na lang ako. I also took my lifelines— Biogesic and a little bit of Bonamine. parang high na ako sa dami ng nainom ko kasi I’vebeen taking these two the past 3 days.
I was home by 5:30 pm, feeling and looking so kulata.
Mukha akong magtitinda ng tinapa na nalugi kasi naumit yung tinda.
I need comfort food. Eto, mangosteen, I bought these yesterday night for Edmund but I forgot that he would be in Malaysia till sunday, kailangan kainin na ito kasi titigas at mabubulok.
According to some, mangosteen has anti-cancer qualities. I never ate mangosteen before, si Edmund lang ang nagturo sa akin kumain nito. Masarap din sya actually.
So what do I do when feeling so down and out? Aside from crying? …….. praying.
Dear Lord,
Thank you for guiding and helping me with the burdens that are coming my way. Thank you for aiding me with some strength and wisdom to pary the blows of day to day living. Thank you for holding my hands when I feel like I am about to fall. And thank you for catching me when I’m falling.
I know I shouldn’t be scared of sudden terror because you are here to protect me, but I am so scared at times. I just couldn’t help it. I am not as tough as you would want me to be, that’s why I ask you to please always protect me, guide my path, give me strength to carry on.
With my love and appreciation,
This is me, Annie
